Hetepu (Peace & Blessings) Family.
I just wanted to offer you some words of encouragement that my spirit guide just shared with me and it is that it is not easy being a god or goddess. Just because you are on a spiritual path does not mean things get easier.
In fact, life for human beings is hard because we are restricted to time and space. If you look at the Maa Aankh (above) and think about how we all incarnated to this physical plane (TASETT). We see that as children, prior to incarnating to the physical plane, we came out of the spiritual realm (KAMTA) and from the Amun Ra moment, which means we were all, all knowing and powerful. We could see everything and do anything because we did not have a physical body. Then, as soon as we were physically born through the Khepera moment. We slowly and surely lose all our wisdom and power as we grow older. Then, as soon as we become fully accustomed to our physical body, we totally forget who we are and become conditioned to life in TASETT (the physical realm). So, the living have the physical means to make change but through the birthing and conditioning process lose the knowledge and wisdom to implement change.
For ancestral spirits and spirit guides, there existence isn’t that much better either because when people physical die. They are no longer fretted by their physical body and are able to express themselves and go anywhere freely because they have returned to their spiritual nature. But, in order to create physical change they need a body, so they lose the ability to do this. Not to mention the fact, that if they do not have anyone who remembers them, they do not receive offerings regularly.  So benevolent ancestors and spirit guides acquire the knowledge and wisdom to implement change but lack the physical means to do so.
For gods and goddesses it gets worse because most gods and goddesses were once upon a time human beings. But, after many successful incarnations they no longer need to enter the wheel of reincarnation.  When gods and goddesses return they must go through the birthing and conditioning stage, but because of their high and exalted status.  They are able to retain their knowledge and wisdom as benevolent ancestors and spirit guides, and use it beyond the Khepera moment. Since they have gone through the birthing and conditioning phase, unlike benevolent ancestor and spirit guides, they are able to implement physical change. Since gods and goddesses have the knowledge and wisdom of benevolent ancestral spirits and spirit guides, combined with the physical means of the living. Most gods and goddesses only return to the physical realm when great calamities strikes and when they physically die. Gods and goddesses are remembered as learned men and women.
However, life for a god and goddess is hard because usually people do not recognize them when they are walking amongst them. As a result, most gods and goddesses are either robbed, wrongly persecuted and at times murdered by the very people they are trying to save.
This is the reason it is important for gods and goddesses not to get too attached to this physical world.
Therefore, we venerate our benevolent ancestors and spirit guides, so that they can share their knowledge and wisdom with us. While we through our physical body make the necessary physical changes.
I say all this to say, that if you are experiencing any type of obstacle, know that it is meant to remind you that you are a god or goddess. Remember who you are.
Hetepu.
Beautiful reflection of the ways of our Ancients, anchored in purpose. Egun Ire’o
“However, life for a god and goddess is hard because usually people do not recognize them when they are walking amongst them. As a result, most gods and goddesses are either robbed, wrongly persecuted and at times murdered by the very people they are trying to save.”
I wrote a post about something like this happening to me a while back. The post is called the “The Irony of Street Credit”
http://www.25blackandalive.com/street-credit/
It’s crazy how the very people you came to help, will be the very people that shoot you down.
I really wish we could distinguish from the real and the fake amongst “black” people. I would really like to be around and build with like minds more often.